December 29, 2006

With the beginning of a new year, opportunities abound. Through your skills, you have the potential to create windows of opportunities for others.

Down below are Care Team events for January 2007.

In solidarity,

J

« This is CareTeam January 2007 «

Monday, January 1st
Inspiration Café
4554 N Broadway (just South of Wilson)
Pick your service: Community Mapping or Cooking. Cooking you know about, but Community Mapping? Guests of IC will lead us around the neighborhood to point out the different aspects of Uptown: The good, the unique and all that needs to be improved. When we sit down together, we’ll create a community map of all that we saw, as well as what we’d like to see in the future. A mural? Community garden? Whatever we find out will become our next project.
Community Mapping, 4-5:30pm or
Cooking & Serving, 4:30-7pm
Sign up: http://www.careteam.mgrf.org/events/events.asp?eventcode=010107

Wednesday, January 10th
Living Room Café
806 E 64th St (just East of Cottage Grove)
Guests at LRC want to get in on a mini-(g)love: Passing out CarePacks of gloves, hats, socks, and food to people on the street who need them. Since most of us don’t know the LRC area, we’ll be paired up with guests to hand out CarePacks and start conversations with people we don’t know. If it sounds awkward, it’s because you haven’t tried it.
Mini-(g)love, 4-5:30pm or
Cooking & serving, 4:30-6:30pm
Sign up: http://www.careteam.mgrf.org/events/events.asp?eventcode=011007

Saturday, January 13th
Serve & Socialize, 21+
REST Shelter
941 W Lawrence (just East of Sheridan)
8-10pm; drinks afterwards
Last time we helped serve dinner, we met some other cool volunteers and guests. This time we’re hoping to talk more with the guests – via “Whadda YOU Know?,” a game we’ve completely made up. It’s essentially a mixture of Chicago trivia, Pictionary, and Charades. We’ll break into teams with the guests and see who wins. No mercy allowed.
Sign up: http://www.careteam.mgrf.org/events/events.asp?eventcode=011307

Tuesday, January 16th
Dignity Idol
925 W Diversey (just East of Sheffield)
6:30-9pm
As PROMISED!!! Dignity Idol first debuted in August 2006 and established itself as the talent show for Chicago ’s working poor, homeless and volunteers who come around DD to cook and serve dinner. This is our time to showcase talents (and non-talents) to each other. We’re serious when we say this is not a serious thing: If you can sing (badly), play an instrument (barely) or dance , showcase your alternate self at this talent show for the People. Word of caution: Some folks have actual talents. If you’ve got stage fright, come and watch.
Sign up: http://www.careteam.mgrf.org/events/events.asp?eventcode=011607

Tuesday, January 16th
Dignity Diner
925 W Diversey (just East of Sheffield)
4:30-6:30pm
If you'd like to come out and help cook dinner with us, you're more than welcome. Help with dinner. Stay for Dignity Idol.
Sign up: http://www.careteam.mgrf.org/events/events.asp?eventcode=01160701

Sunday, January 21st
NEW Street Theatre
Meeting location info forthcoming; visit www.careteam.mgrf.org for updates.
10-1pm
People on the streets are not likely to be going to the theatre. That’s why we’re bringing it to them. At 10am we’ll meet up at Columbia College . For one hour we’ll brainstorm basic skit ideas and run through them. At 11am we’ll hit the streets and perform our half-improvised skits to people who could maybe use a little more comedy and a little less drama.
Sign up: http://www.careteam.mgrf.org/events/events.asp?eventcode=012107

Sunday, January 28th
(g)love
Meeting location info forthcoming; visit www.careteam.mgrf.org for updates.
10-3pm
If you haven’t been out for (g)love, here’s your chance. On December 17th, 25 of us distributed about 200 CarePacks with gloves, hats, socks, granola bars, soup and crackers. Thanks to all the volunteers who took to trekking the city for over an hour. And, due to your observations, we’ll be playing around with CarePack contents. Meet up with us in the Loop for this next (g)love – exact location to be announced after the holidays – and help pass out a little comfort.
Sign up: http://www.careteam.mgrf.org/events/events.asp?eventcode=012807


Please note: Opportunities to be a Volunteer & Event Leader will be sent in a separate email. Feel free to email us with any questions.

December 13, 2006

P,
Thank you for being you!
J
A Parable of Heaven and Hell

There once was a devoted priest who wished to see both heaven and hell, and God gave way to his pleading.

The priest found himself before a door which bore no name. He trembled as he saw it open before him into a large room where all was prepared for a feast. There was a table, and at its centre a great dish of steaming food. The smell and the aroma inflamed the appetite.

Diners sat around the table with great spoons in their hands, yet they were shrieking with hunger in that terrible place. They tried to feed themselves, and gave up, cursing God, for the spoons that God had provided were so long that they could not reach their faces and get the food to their tongues. So they starved, while their dish of plenty lay amongst them. The priest knew their screams were the cries of hell, and as this understanding came, the door closed before him.

He shut his eyes in prayer and begged God to take him away from that terrible place. When he opened them again, he despaired, for the same door stood before him, the door that bore no name. Again it opened, and it gave onto the same room. Nothing had changed, and he was about to cry in horror. There was the table, and at its centre the steaming dish, and around it were the same people, and in their hands the same spoons.

Yet the shrieking had gone, and the cries and the curses had changed to blessings; and nothing had changed, yet everything. For with the same long spoons they reached to each other's mouths and fed one another, and they gave thanks to God.

And as the priest heard the blessings, the door closed. He fell to his knees, and he too blessed God who had shown him the nature of heaven and hell, and the chasm - a hair's breadth wide - that divides them.

Author unknown

November 30, 2006

Hey Everyone:

I hope all is well with all of you.

If you happen to live in the Chicagoland area, please consider volunteering alongside the CARE Team. (Don't make me give you my you-should-get-off-your-pity-partying-bootie-and-volunteer schpeel!) Prior to moving to Mississippi, I was a CARE Team member and loved every second of it! I deeply miss all of you guys!!! Anyway, down below is a listing of several events the CARE Team will sponsor for December. I will also post all future events on this blog.

In cooperation,

Justina

P.S.: You can electronically sign up for any of these volunteer opportunities by cutting and pasting the URL of your interest! Once I figure out how to create a direct link ... don't hold your breath on that one!!



NEW: Serve & Socialize (21+, please)

Saturday, December 9th

REST Shelter

941 W Lawrence (b/n Sheridan and Lake Shore Dr )

8pm until Exhaustion sets in

From 8 to 10pm we’re volunteering at REST Shelter, serving dinner to homeless patrons who drop by. Or just sit and talk or start a card game with people. Afterwards, we’re heading to a local venue to hang out and get some conversation going. This is for all of you who’re looking to meet people who like to volunteer. Or pretend to.

Sign up: http://www.careteam.mgrf.org/events/events.asp?eventcode=120906



Living Room Café

Wednesday, December 13th

806 E 64th St (just East of Cottage Grove)

4-6:30pm

Who needs ornaments? Before the usual dinner-making, a little Christmas gaudiness is in order. We bring the supplies, you bring the gaudiness. We’re making Christmas ornaments!

Sign up: http://www.careteam.mgrf.org/events/events.asp?eventcode=121306



BACK AGAIN: G(L)ove

Sunday, December 17th

CareTeam Central

6348 N Milwaukee (just West of Cicero)

10-2pm

After organizing ourselves at CareTeam Central, we’ll split into groups, walking different Chicago neighborhoods to hand out Care Packs (warm weather gear, food & toiletries) directly to individuals in need. Dress warmly! Party afterwards.

Sign up: http://www.careteam.mgrf.org/events/events.asp?eventcode=121706



Uhlich Children’s Advantage Network Holiday Party

Tuesday, December 19th

217 N Jefferson St, 2nd Flr (just North of Lake)

4-7pm

UCAN’s having a party for all its kids and we’re invited! Assist with party set up, distribute food and gifts, and help clean up.

Sign up: http://www.careteam.mgrf.org/events/events.asp?eventcode=121906



Marah’s

Thursday, December 28th

1456 W Oakdale (b/n Ashland and Southport )

4:30-7:30pm

A little bird told us about this game called Bingo. We’re playing it after dinner. With prizes. Don’t be intimidated – come out, cook some dinner with us and play some Bingo.

Sign up: http://www.careteam.mgrf.org/events/events.asp?eventcode=122806


*NEWSFLASH* Become a Volunteer & Event Leader!

Ever volunteered somewhere and thought, “I could lead this event”? That’s because you probably could. And now you can.

CareTeam’s offering you the chance to lead a volunteer event that you choose and can help design. Can’t think of a particular event you’d like to lead? Choose from the list below and contact us!



Ronald McDonald House

Tuesday, December 5th

5736 S Drexel (um, between 57th and 58th)

4-7pm

Guide a group of volunteers through cooking a meal for families of sick children who stay at Ronald McDonald House. (We provide the food.)

Lead this event: Email jessica@mgrf.org



NEW: Deborah’s Place

Friday, December 8th

2822 W Jackson (b/n Francisco and California )

1-3pm

Guide a group of volunteers through sorting gifts for the women of Deborah’s Place and help them learn about what Deborah’s Place actually does.

Lead this event: Email jessica@mgrf.org



NEW: Chicago Women’s AIDS Project

Saturday, December 16th

514 E 50th Place (just East of Vincennes)

9-12 noon

Guide a group of volunteers through making a small breakfast spread and encourage them to listen to the stories of how the women live with HIV. (We provide the food.)

Lead this event: Email jessica@mgrf.org

November 07, 2006

Are You a "Dee Dee Dee"?

The following video link is a clip of "Dee Dee Dee" from Carlos Mencia's Mind of Mencia on Comedy Central. It's bound to be offensive to some -- click at your own risk!

Carlos Mencia Dee Dee Dee Song (Greatest Song Ever)

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October 30, 2006

Hey Everyone:

If you happen to be in Chicago this month, I highly recommend you go to the Jeff Buckley Tribute Event. You'll be able to find more information below. If by chance I don't get to go, let me know how it all went down.

Peace,

Justina

Uncommon Ground JB Tribute

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9TH ANNUAL JEFF BUCKLEY TRIBUTE EVENT
UNCOMMON GROUND - CHICAGO
BY CONSTANCE DILLON
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The Uncommon Ground coffee house in Chicago will hold their 9th annual Jeff Buckley tribute Wednesday, Nov. 15 and Thursday, Nov, 16. Jeff's solo performance there one snowy February night in 1994 was called "the best concert of the year" by Chicago Tribune writer Greg Kot. Artists from all over the world have been similarly inspired Jeff and many have been drawn to this event to share that spark with others.

One of the premier Buckley birthday events, Uncommon Ground's two-night celebration of Jeff and his legacy has the support of Jeff' mother, Mary Guibert. Those performing at the event this year were chosen from musicians who submitted material to the Sonicbids Web site. All proceeds will benefit Chicago's Old Town School of Folk Music Scholarship Fund which allows musicians of all ages to attend classes they might not otherwise be able to afford. Nov. 17, 2006, marks the 40th anniversary of Jeff's birth.

Here is the 9th Annual Jeff Buckley Tribute Concert Line-Up:
Erin McKeown (special featured artist)
Dorothy Scott (special featured artist)
Claudia Macori
Old Dog Music
Cynthia Lin
Julie Montgomery
Leeni
Mike Mangione
Company of Thieves
Laura Scarborough
Ivari
Mike Borgia
Spencer Michaud
April Smith
Peter Maine
Catherine Harrison

Uncommon Ground
3800 n. clark street
Chicago, IL
venue phone: (773) 929-3680

October 26, 2006

Globeerization?

The following article was sent to me via a friend.

Salut!

Justina

The Perils of Globeerization

Chris O'Brien October 24, 2006
Editor: John Feffer, IRC



Foreign Policy In Focus
http://www.fpif.org/

The world's cup runneth over with living beer traditions. But this vast repository of cultural brewing capital is under attack by global corporations. The top five brewing companies, all of which are American- or European-owned, control 41% of the world market. Perversely, economists and politicians calculate the conquest by industrial breweries as economic growth while the value of small-scale traditional brewing goes uncounted. Much will be lost if this global “beerodiversity” is lost to the forces of corporate-led homogenization.

The globalization of beer not only destroys the social, spiritual, and health-related benefits of small-scale home beer production. It also undercuts the vital role that home brewing plays in sustainable development throughout the world. For 10,000 years, brewing has been conducted at home, primarily by women, who were entrusted with safeguarding traditions that strengthen social bonds and build community identity. As an important component of diet, beer was distributed by female household heads according to the values of the community, which moderated consumption to socially acceptable levels. As an inherently small-scale and local endeavor, brewing also has had a low impact on environmental resources, relying on renewable energy sources and requiring little or no packaging or shipping.

African Traditions

Despite the seemingly inexorable march of the global corporate beer industry, many African brewing traditions persist in the hands of rural women who brew at home. Throughout Africa, most brewing and drinking still occurs in the home, among family, and within the boundaries of community standards. Four times more homebrew than commercial-industrial brews is sold in Africa, which doesn't even include the great volumes of homebrewed beer consumed outside the cash economy. Women across sub-Saharan Africa use native grains like sorghum, millet, and teff, to brew drinks like rammoora, farsi, changaa, tella, and countless other uniquely African beer styles, often using homegrown and hand-malted brewing grains and handpicked herbs and spices.

This brewing provides a degree of economic empowerment to millions of African women. A study conducted in Uganda and Kenya found that 80% of the women included in the survey brewed beer, and about half of them had brewed beer for sale at some point in their lives. According to the survey, very few men brewed, and virtually none of them ever brewed beer for sale. Yet, men were found to account for a majority of the consumption. In this way, home-brewing beer accords women a degree of social and economic influence, helping to maintain a peaceful balance of power between the genders, providing women with a source of income and respect within the household.

Unfortunately, brewing traditions like these mostly go unnoticed and undervalued by scholars, economists, and policymakers. The little attention traditional drinks do attract tends to be negative. The development community typically regards traditional drinks as distasteful novelties at best and as destructive distractions at worst. Aid workers in Kenya, for example, have called for the prosecution of women who brew changaa, for reasons of public health and sanitation. Meanwhile, Kenya's main industrial brewing company has become part-owned by Diageo, the world's largest beer, wine, and spirits company, and SABMiller, the world's third largest brewing concern.

Africans, especially men, are fleeing the countryside in large numbers, seeking opportunity in cities. Those who find small success in the cash economy reach for a gleaming bottle of industrial beer as a low-cost symbol of their participation in the modern economy. Many more, though, find grinding poverty in Africa's megalopolises. Even the relatively inexpensive bottle of lager is out of reach for the many who resort to cheaper, highly potent modern versions of traditional drinks in desperate attempts to escape urban misery. Scenes of pre–Prohibition America and gin-soaked 18 th -century London are today being replayed in urbanizing Africa. Hard drinking is on the increase, while community and family disintegrate under the pressures of globalization.

Such scenes are found around the developing world. In South America, chicha, a traditional corn-based beer brewed by women, has become relatively scarce as industrial beers produced by global brewing companies fill the market created by the same urbanizing and modernization pressures felt in Africa. Traditional rice beers in Asia are only hanging on as western-owned brewing corporations move into the market. China in particular is at risk of losing its brewing traditions as foreign companies such as InBev buy up local breweries, temporarily making industrial beers cheaper and more attractive than traditional beers.

Regulations are necessary to prevent the predatory practices of corporate brewers and to preserve the role that indigenous brews play in sustainable development. Indeed, there is a long and noble tradition of just such regulatory practices that stretches back into the very origins of human society.

Effervescent Growth

The Sumerians, circa 4,000 BCE, established the world's first urban trading society by growing surpluses of barley and emmer wheat, which they fermented into copious supplies of beer for their own consumption as well as for trade with neighbors. Sumerians, and their successors the Babylonians, adopted policies to promote and regulate the beer trade, such as the Code of Hammurabi, which dealt specifically with matters regarding beer (and the agriculture that made it possible), fixing a fair price per unit, and setting daily rations for workers, civil servants, and religious ministers. It was a recipe for success. Sumer and Babylonia thrived for over three millennia.

Egypt followed suit, constructing a powerful civilization fueled largely by promoting the growth of brewing and trading beer. The pyramids were essentially vast beer storerooms, symbolizing Egypt's power over its neighbors, with whom they conducted large-scale trade in grains and beer. Brewing, and its regulation, eventually spread north into Europe where it became progressively more controlled and regulated by church and state.

In 1516, the city of Ingolstadt issued the Reinheitsgebot, or purity law, governing the production and sale of beer in the Duchy of Bavaria. The law effectively excluded foreign and small-scale domestic brewers by banning the ingredients customarily used in their beers. This law was finally repealed as the result of a 1987 European Court ruling, by which time it had become the world's longest-standing food regulation. During the intervening half millennium, Germany became the world's premier beer-producing country, in part because it had protected domestic brewers from foreign competitors.

Beer was similarly important to America's success. The Pilgrims, who quickly adapted to locally available brewing ingredients, eventually became heavily dependent on British beer imports because their population grew faster than their ability to produce adequate volumes of beer. This colonial economic dependence became a key lever in the war for independence. George Washington himself devised strategies for the brewing industry to help loose the yolk of Britain's economic enslavement.

Washington, whose penchant for English-brewed porter beer is well-documented, made the ultimate patriotic sacrifice when he supported the non–consumption agreement, a bill drafted by fellow patriot Samuel Adams (whose name now graces the labels of America's leading craft beer). The agreement encouraged the colonial population to abstain from imported goods such as ale and encouraged the consumption of American-brewed beer.

After the Revolution, brewers carried banners in victory parades proclaiming, “Home Brew'd Is Best.” Washington immediately set about crafting policies to stimulate local brewing, exclaiming: “We have already been too long subject to British Prejudices. I use no porter or cheese in my family, but that which is made in America …” In 1789, James Madison designed one of the first bills passed by the new House of Representatives to keep taxes low on beer production in order to trigger local brewing. Less than a hundred years later, in 1873, America could boast 4,131 commercial breweries, plus countless private home breweries.

The Return of T'ej

While both Europe and the United States currently support thousands of microbrews, their domestically spawned global beer corporations are destroying those same traditions in other countries by dumping low-cost product on the market and driving out local competitors. Fortunately, local and national brewers in the Third World are fighting back.

Consider the case of Ethiopian t'ej and tella. T'ej, Ethiopia's national drink, mixes fermented honey with a variety of herbs and sometimes fruits. Historically, t'ej drinking was reserved exclusively for royalty, but eventually it became a drink enjoyed by all on special occasions. Female household heads brewed t'ej for weddings, naming ceremonies, religious holidays, and other celebrations. Tella is for common drinking, brewed from locally grown grains and flavored with an indigenous plant called gesho, which has been shown to have medicinal benefits.

The brewing of tella is still widespread, especially in rural homes, where women earn a modest income from brewing as an occasional trade. In the city though, industrial beers have taken root. Although all five of the country's industrial breweries have been government-owned, the French brewing conglomerate BGI recently bought St. George Brewery in Addis Ababa. Although beer judges rate its product as by far the worst of Ethiopia's industrial beers, it has nonetheless quickly come to dominate the market due to inflated advertising budgets and artificially low prices.
Partly as a result of this marketing, many urban Ethiopians have come to regard tella as hopelessly provincial. Urbanites differentiate themselves from their poor rural countrymen by choosing the bland foreign-owned, factory-made beer over the homemade stuff. The fate of t'ej has been even worse. T'ej is stronger than industrial beer and much cheaper than imported spirits, so it has slowly become the drink of choice for impoverished men—the same refugees from the country-side who seek economic opportunity in the city, but instead find unemployment, loneliness, and despair. Nowadays, t'ej is more often associated with excessive drinking sessions in debauched t'ej halls than with royal ceremony. Having lost much of its dignified luster, the quality of t'ej has also plummeted. Processed sugar often replaces honey as the source of fermentation, and chemical food colorings are used to approximate the yellow glow that comes when real honey is used.

This degradation of t'ej inspired Ato Dereje, a recently returned Ethiopian expatriate, to start a company called Tizeta T'ej. Dereje believes that it is possible for t'ej to retain what's left of its respectability and even to regain an esteemed place within Ethiopian culture. His approach is to maintain strict standards of 100% honey formulations and to give the beverage an attractive wine-like packaging, with labels indicating alcoholic strength so that customers can choose lower alcohol versions. Dereje holds that t'ej must exude a sophisticated image, appealing to mature customers that can still recall the days when the drink held a place of honor at high occasions.

His line of Tizeta T'ej is now marketed through grocery stores and restaurants around Addis Ababa, marking the first real attempt to bring t'ej into a modern economy where it can compete against expensive imported wines and liquors, while promoting a uniquely Ethiopian drinking custom. His efforts thus far have proven successful, and he is now looking forward to the day when, just like bottles of merlot, his t'ej is exported around the world to connoisseurs of excellent, regionally distinctive drinks. As a locally-owned business using locally-produced ingredients for a traditional drink, Tizeta T'ej serves as a model of how indigenous brewing traditions can serve as both cultural and economic capital.

Dereje's early success can be attributed at least in part to the fact that Ethiopia has been late to adopt policies that open its markets to foreign imports, ownership, and investments. Other African countries, which succumbed to the pressure of multilateral financing institutions and neoliberal trade policies, have not fared as well. Burkina Faso, where the locally brewed sorghum beer, rammoora, is forced to compete against a corporate monopoly created when the country's only industrial brewery was virtually given away to the same French company that now has a foothold in Ethiopia's brewing sector. Industrial beer can now be found in any corner shop in Ouagadougou, while rammoora brewers, lacking an infrastructure of support, are literally relegated to back alleys.

Brewing Solutions

As Herman Daly wrote in the September 2006 issue of Orion magazine, “Globalization serves not community among nations, but corporate individualism on a global scale.” So how might we protect local, traditional beers from “globeerization?” Daly contends we need “a new protectionism that protects us not from efficient competitors but from destructive, standards-lowering competition.” Emerging economies should utilize tariffs to counter-balance unfair advantages gained by countries that externalize social and environmental costs and rely on heavily subsidized agriculture and artificially low fossil-fuel energy costs.
Government-backed export investment and foreign credit, and huge agricultural subsidies, continue to help American and European multinational brewers enter and dominate developing markets. Industrial products compete for market share against traditional, indigenous beers that, when gone, will have taken important cultural capital with them. Domestic policies that favor small-scale, local production, just like the ones that now support the American craft-brewing renaissance, must be applied to foreign policy as well. Policies that burden small brewers with regulations must be reduced or removed, while tax incentives and public giveaways to industrial brewers are halted. Proven strategies can be used for promoting small business, such as low-interest loans and other community investments tools. Small-scale technology and structures must be prioritized in order to benefit the greatest number of domestic brewers, while subsidies favoring large-scale production and distribution should be eliminated.

What we stand to lose is more than just a tantalizing array of exotic beers. As is usually the case, women stand to suffer the most, since they will lose control over drinking when industrial products owned by foreign corporations replace their homebrews. If traditional drinks disappear around the world, the societies that produce them will lose a part of their identity as well as the intellectual property that can serve as a wellspring for future economic growth.

Chris O'Brien combines two favorite things: drinking beer and saving the world. He is author of the new book Fermenting Revolution: How to Drink Beer and Save the World, and serves as director of the Responsible Purchasing Network at the Center for a New American Dream.

September 24, 2006

... someday!

Have you ever said to yourself that something (or maybe someone) would happen to you at some yet to be determined, far off "someday"? (Usually, my somedays' are followed by a long sigh!) It's just such a monumental moment that you sort of tuck away and start working towards making a reality. When that someday peers its head, it's a moment of sheer delight! However, what are you to do when this someday kinda' peers its head a little bit too prematurely or in a completely unexpected fashion? GO!

September 20, 2006

... unneighborly behavior ...

This past weekend was certainly trying ... down below is one of the reasons.

Earlier this season, I had planted two types of pepper plants in my backyard, habaneros and poblanos -- two staple items in my diet. I wasn't anticipating having much luck with having an edible product but with a lot of care, I had six plants growing like weeds! It was awesome watching them grow from seedlings to full-fledged pepper producing plants. I was actually contemplating on which cheese I would use to stuff the poblanos. (By the way, Havarti is a good substitute for Oaxaca and Quesadilla cheese.) However, my poblano stuffing days were cut short ... thanks to my neighbor.
My neighbor decided (upon her own judgement) that she was going to have one of her hired people to come and do me the "favor" of cutting around the sides of MY house with a trim blade. Mind you, there are no weeds growing there. When I first saw him, I didn't think much of it because he was on her property. So I decided to go for a short walk. By the time I returned, he was still there. This time though, he was on my property. I surveyed what he did. As I moved towards the back of the house, I saw my plants on the ground. To say I lost it, is putting mildly. I went ballistic!!!
That's when I walked on over to this lady's house and knocked on her door and asked her what had happened and why. Her response was, "I thought I was doing you a favor ... I can buy you new pepper plants". It seemed like such a typical answer, which only helped to fuel my anger towards this woman. Sure, let's throw money at it and hopefully it will go away. Nevermind, the fact that she had paid someone to trespass into another person's property and disrespect their space.
Even though it's now mid-week, it still makes me somewhat upset to think back to what happened this past weekend. I'm still baffled at the whole notion that someone could be so intrusive, destructive towards another person.
Thanks to everyone I called this past weekend and simmered me down. You definitely got an earful! You know how I get when upset!

September 05, 2006

I get by with a little help from my friends ...
This was the title to a presentation/paper at a recent conference I attended. At the time, I thought it was amusing and a reflection of some of the environments I've lived in. Basically, it revealed the difference between friends and acquaintances and how useful acquaintances can be for certain tasks like finding a job (weak/strong social ties) in a "non-metro" setting somewhere in Wisconsin. The presenter's evidence showed a significant predominance of weak ties in this community. Surprise! Surprise!
As previously mentioned, I was working at a book manufacturing firm prior to moving to Mississippi. At this firm, nearly everyone was related to someone else. (By the way, this was how I rediscovered that information is a form of power ... how firms grow out of control and lose their clients ... more on that later.) I was one of the exceptions and reminded every so often of this fact. At the time of being hired, I was told I was to replace nearly four other employees. Nearly six months after, nothing happened. Why?
Apparently, I had rubbed one of my coworkers (whom I later learned was the niece and daughter of several other, upper-management employees) the wrong way because I was doing more than should have been assigned. She had called a "special" meeting with one of the managers, which she and her uncle attended. Personally, I would die of embarassment if I would ever even think of having my mommy, daddy or dear uncle join me in calling a "special" business meeting. Later that day, the manager came to my desk and informed me I was doing too much and that I was being watched.
I was not caught off-guard as I knew what was coming but was just so disgusted with being employed at a firm that condoned such unprofessionalism and reprimanded for it. Mind you, this has been common practice through several other firms I've been employed at before. Sadly, this trend is very much a part of the Mississippi culture.
I should be used to it by now but just can't seem to get over it -- nor will I ever. One of my reason for moving to Mississippi was to escape this nonsense. I wanted to prove to myself that the "American Dream" is still alive and being kept alive by people like me -- immigrants, sons and daughters of immigrants.
While my coworker was flipping through "American Eagle" catalogs, making plans for which outfit ensemble she was going to buy with her upcoming paycheck, I was starting/finalizing plans to attend a certain conference being held at my current school. It surprised me that she didn't place value on going school or perhaps believing she can actually have employment without the influence of others. Then again, it all doesn't really matter as long as your shoes and purse match the rest of you.
I'll be the first to admit I'm not operating at full capacity and haven't been since moving here. There were a lot of issues, "stuff" in general that followed me from Illinois and these mingled with new Mississippi "stuff" -- which has lead to a mess beyond description. I think back to my motivations (more on that later) and sacrifices I've made in order to be here and it makes me so angry at myself.
My thoughts gravitate towards my mom, dad and those who came before me. I come from folk who worked hard, no matter what they did. Pride, selft-respect are everything. Here I am, someone who came to accept mediocrity ...

August 30, 2006

Dear Chicago Residents:
From time to time, this blog will feature some of the projects I've become involved with over the years. Here's one such posting ...

Help Homeless Children!
Please Take Action Now!
August 30, 2006


Greetings!
On the eve of the start of school (1st day is Sept. 5th), the Chicago Public Schools (CPS) is suddenly significantly cutting transportation services to homeless children. In addition, the CPS failed to include homeless children in the door to door back to school campaign that has been in the local newspapers. To top it off, CPS refuses to settle the lawsuit brought by homeless families to protect the homeless children displaced by school closings.


Money for lawyers but not for homeless students?!?!
PLEASE TAKE ACTION NOW! Call or write Arne Duncan. See flyer and sample letter on CCH's website.

Join us if you can.
Homeless families will be out in force tomorrow at CPS to make an issue of this at 9:00 am at 125 S. Clark in Chicago. Please email me if you make a call or send a letter.

August 25, 2006

CAFTA ... the very early years.



Hey Everyone:

You know, I rarely get "political". Tee hee! Hardly! Above is a posting I came across via a friend.

Peace,

Justina

August 23, 2006

Oh, my gosh!

Something happened to me that changed an aspect of my personal life. (Actually, it's been in the making for well over a year but its signifance didn't completely hit me until it happened again recently.) It's something I've been hoping would happen or rather something I finally allowed myself to receive. At any rate, I'm sorry but it's far too personal to share with anyone. I'm just so estatic it happened!!!
It's amazing how one seemingly insignificant event can alter one's life. The floodgates, opportunities are wide open!

August 15, 2006

... on being authentic.
"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." Eleanor Rosevelt
I thought that the more time between the postings, I would feel different about this particular topic but I don't. Truth be told, I feel stronger about it -- as should be the case. Of course, this light bulb moment came about through a course. Then again, most of my epiphany-like moments stem from the interchange that's associated with a course -- at least that's been the case recently.
Through a course last semester, one area of focus was authencity of cultural (physical) sites -- especially as they pertain to existing Mississippi Delta landmarks as they're being marketed to tourists. Questions like "as these sites become more marketable, do they lose their authencity?" arose. We can certainly make the case for the authenticity of physical entities but can the same be made for more transient entities (i.e. people) as well? Of course, there might be a better word to describe such phenomena but the framework, mindset is what encapsulates my thoughts on this posting ... HUMOR ME, please!
While I don't regret moving to Mississippi, there's just something that happens to me whenever I come back from visiting family and friends in Illinois and other states. It's hard to explain but in a sense, I feel subdued -- almost unauthentic to myself. I know I am completely different than how I am now. Am I admitting to being a poser then? Not completely.
There are norms and standards everywhere you happen to be at and you try to assimilate yourself into them. Sometimes you're successful and sometimes you're not. I'll be the first to admit that it's been a year since I've moved and I haven't felt more out of place in all of my life ... ever. I'm well aware that I stand out (that's not a first either) but it's just taking a little longer than I had anticipated to get adjusted to being here.
So, what now?
We shall see ... that's absolutely terrifying or liberating.

August 02, 2006

Julie Rea-Harper ...

I've been laying low for the past couple of weeks ... I just wanted to share with you a personal victory that's been in the making for quite some time.

Read on ...

UIS Downstate Illinois Innocence Project plays role in acquittal of Julie Rea-Harper
July 26, 2006

SPRINGFIELD – Despite the not guilty verdict in the retrial of Julie Rea-Harper, the Downstate Innocence Project housed at the University of Illinois at Springfield points to her case as another example of a flawed criminal justice system in Illinois. The Innocence Project has provided significant investigative assistance to Rea-Harper and her legal team for the past several years. On July 26, a jury in Carlyle found Rea-Harper not guilty of killing her son, Joel Kirkpatrick, in 1997 at her home in Lawrenceville, Illinois.

"Despite the death penalty reforms that were put in place to guard against an innocent person being wrongly convicted, the case of Julie Rea-Harper exposes serious flaws that still exist in our criminal justice system," said Nancy Ford, Innocence Project co-director.

In March 2002, a Lawrence County jury found Rea-Harper guilty of first-degree murder, dismissing her claim that an unknown, masked intruder stabbed Joel to death as he lay sleeping. She was sentenced to 65 years in prison.

Joel's murder went unsolved for over three years as the State's Attorney resisted pressure to charge Rea-Harper with the murder, citing a lack of evidence. However, after the State's Attorney left office, the State Appellate Prosecutor's office was appointed as a special prosecutor and death penalty charges were filed against Rea-Harper in October 2000.

Only after Rea-Harper requested the protection of death penalty reforms, did prosecutors choose not to pursue the death penalty in her case. These reforms -- including access to the Capital Litigation Trust Fund, which underwrites the appointment of investigators, lawyers, and experts -- were put in place in January 2000, after Anthony Porter, 48 hours away from execution, was exonerated by a private investigator working with a Northwestern University journalism professor.

"The prosecutors' decision to back away from seeking the death penalty deprived Julie of the reforms that were designed to guard against an innocent person being wrongly convicted," said Ford. A few months after Rea-Harper's conviction, Tommy Lynn Sells, currently on Texas' death row for a similar crime, admitted killing Joel during an interview with author Diane Fanning, who at the time was conducting research for her book, Through the Window.

The audiotape of Sells' confession played at Rea-Harper's retrial was obtained by prosecutors at the request of the Prisoner Review Board in October 2003 during a clemency hearing. Bill Clutter, director of investigations for the Innocence Project and a private investigator who has worked on over 20 death penalty cases, considered Sells a likely suspect six years ago when he was first contacted by Rea-Harper’s attorney when she was facing the death penalty. "When I heard Julie's description of the assailant I recognized a physical similarity with Sells," said Clutter. "This was also the type of crime he committed. I told her attorney that she needed to investigate whether Sells was in the Lawrenceville area at the time of the murder. I never heard back from that attorney," said Clutter.

This was because prosecutors made the decision that deprived Rea-Harper of funds that were part of death penalty reforms. Instead, she was assigned a public defender who did not have the training or experience to handle a capital qualified case, and she was convicted. The following year, Fanning's book was published, including the chapter in which Sells confessed to the murder of Joel Kirkpatrick.

Clutter and students working with the Innocence Project obtained evidence, including witnesses who saw Sells in Lawrenceville the weekend Joel was murdered, that corroborated the confession. This evidence convinced Texas Ranger John Allen, one of the lead investigators in the murder for which Sells is awaiting execution, that Sells' confession was genuine. "There is little doubt that had Julie been provided with the resources to adequately defend herself when she was first arrested, the injustice of her having to spend nearly three years in prison could have been prevented," said Ford.

Ford called for lawmakers to consider extending Capital Litigation resources to all persons facing murder charges that eligible for capital punishment, regardless of a prosecutor’s decision not to seek the death penalty. "Further reforms are needed to protect innocent people facing life sentences or lengthy prison terms," said Ford.

Larry Golden, an emeritus professor at UIS and one of the Innocence Project directors, said, "We are delighted that Mrs. Harper’s innocence has been vindicated. But we must understand that her victory is due to support most other innocent people in Illinois prisons do not have. Julie had the support of family and friends from the very beginning of her ordeal. She had the work of the Innocence Project, and she had the legal help of the Northwestern Center on Wrongful Convictions and two of the best criminal defense attorneys in Ron Safer and Jeff Urdangen."

UIS' Downstate Illinois Innocence Project is housed within the Institute for Legal and Policy Studies. Under its auspices, students in Legal Studies and other degree programs provide research and investigative assistance to attorneys who are helping individuals who have been arrested, tried, found guilty, and imprisoned for crimes that the Project believes they did not commit.

July 11, 2006

I'm Baaaaaaack!
Hey Everyone:
I hope all of you had a lovely time doing whatnot over the past couple of weeks. I know I did! Then again, how could I not have had a great time. I took a little road trip to the great nothern plains! To be more specific, I marinated in Chicago!!!
To say I had a blast is a major understatement. I saw and experienced things in a somewhat new light. Things seemed much more colorful, vivid this time around. I guess being away for so long had some influence on this ... To be frank, it was hard to leave. Let me count the ways ...
1. Family and Friends
For fear of getting too teary-eyed, I won't go into any details. Sorry.
2. The Taste of Chicago
This year marked the 26th annual Taste of Chicago. (Here's the link to the official site http://www.tasteofchicago.us/.) Of course the food, people ... everything was the shiznet! Unfortunately, I missed the Gulf Coast Cuisine and Culture experience. No big though. It's just a stone's throw from here!
3. Chicago men
I will go on the record and state that Chicago men are rare, thrilling creatures! It was fun, exciting getting to chat and chill with several of them. There are absolutely nothing more enchanting, sexy than a person (especially a man) who can not only make a viable point but can back it up with some sense, without it feeling like empty rhetoric or some overplayed sales pitch.
4. It's friggin' Chicago!!!
There's no doubt Chicago is a world-class city. A lot of cities can claim to have "something for everybody" but seldom do they deliver. Chicago delivers and then some.
Finally ...
5. I miss ... myself
Currently, I'm going through an "assessment" of myself and stuff in general. Needless to say, these coming weeks are sure to be interesting. (I can't believe I used "assessment" ... it's called being socialized into a science, folks!) This topic will be discussed further in a future post. For now, I have to run.
Take care,
Justina

June 05, 2006

"'Tis better to have loved and lost than to not have loved at all."
Lord Tennyson Alfred

I distinctly remember the first time I came across the quote above. I was a freshman in a high school English class. It wasn't that long ago ... HONESTLY! At the time, I vowed myself never to get involved with someone whom I didn't truly "love". Love became something to aspire to yet so easily cheapened, tarnished. There are so many things I don't quite fully understand. I've resolved to let those things rest for lack of knowledge and experience. Besides, there hasn't been a need for these sorts of adventures/misadventures with them just bubbling about through others. Anyway ...
It was years later that I finally met "him". The man who would forever change my life. The man whose laughter, sweetness and passion fueled fond memories and desires within myself. (All my love for the sweetness of his laughter ...) For reasons not fully clear to me, our love lives in the deep recesses of our hearts, minds. For starters, he is in France ... I am not. That could and may change though.
In so many ways, this love will never truly be lost. He is in every genuine, sweet laughter I hear. Besides, one cannot love someone else so deeply and instinctively without becoming a different person.
... TO LOVE!!!
CHICAGO!!!
(This is a picture of Millennium Park in Chicago, Illinois. The structure at the forefront of the picture is the Crown Fountain -- it's wicked fun! To the left of the fountain is "the bean" (aka Cloud Gate). Finally, the last structure is the Jay Pritzker Pavilion -- an excellent concert venue.)

While I was raised in the northwestern Illinois burbs, I consider Chicago my home. The place that created the background and soundtrack to so many wonderful memories throughout my lifetime. The place my family wishes me to return to ...

About a week ago, my dad and sister came to visit me at Mississippi. We grilled and chilled Garcia style! Ah, YEAH!!! (I miss them and friends like CRAZY!!!) As was expected, much of the talk centered on my returning to Illinois. I listened with little to no objections. They did make valid points. To be frank, just having them around and being able to be was enough to get my butt in gear headed back to them. I can't believe I actually cried as they drove away and said, "wait, you forgot me." Yes, I'll be the first to admit things are less than ideal ... but .... This may sound cliquish but I wouldn't change anything for the world!

Last year, I was sitting behind a huge desk blankly staring into a computer screen analyzing data in the accounting department at Lake Book Manufacturing. I learned so much from that experience and met so many cool people but wasn't feeling it. I'm not too sure if it was the setting or some of the people I had to work with -- man, there were some sheisty folks there! At any rate, I didn't know for how long I'd be able to continue working there but it did allow me the freedom to sample several life options. One of them was attending a globalization conference held at Delta State University, which spawned a lifetime of memories and crystallized my stay in Mississippi -- at least for a couple of years. I remember nearly everything. This may sound off, it was hard to leave but I had to report back to work Monday morning. It would only be a few more months of work before I would find myself back in Mississippi. This time as a student of the Community Development program. Wow! It still gives me an immense amount of pride.

You see, I didn't mean to call Mississippi "home" but it's become just that. There are far too many reasons for me to begin to tell you how this change came about but know they've made their mark in my life.

Ooops, I haven't realized I've babbled here! I just feel I have to write at least once a week on this blog. If it entertains you, cool deal!

Take care,

Justina

P.S.: I just got word Pharoah Tutankhaman can be found at the Field Museum!!! For those who don't know, the Field Museum is located in Chicago and is a remnant of the World's Columbian Exposition of 1893. Here's a link to their site: http://www.fieldmuseum.org/. Enjoy!

June 03, 2006

Furniture Shopping ...

After nearly three weeks of living at my "new" plain house, I've decided to do some "light" furniture shopping. That may seem like an insignificant event to you but there are folks close to me who may understand the magnitude of this event. It means I've finally found a place to call my own, my home. Finally, I can start to evolve in my rooted place. Granted, it's not perfect (nothing ever is) but it's more than I need for the moment.

Thanks so much to everyone who has shared in this and other monumental events in my life this past year. I am forever indebted to you ...

Take care,

Justina Garcia-Bautista

P.S.: By the way, I am not married. The hyphenated last name is my effort to honor my mom. (It is common Hispanic practice to use the father's surname and the mother's maiden name through the children's last name.) Although she is not with me, her life serves as my inspiration.

P.S.S.: I thought I would never create a blog. Actually, this blog started after the creation of Victor's blog (http://www.pridafrica.blogspot.com ... a link will be created in the future). I learned so much from that experience and couldn't wait to give it a try on my own. We'll see how things go from here.